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I have been severely lacking when it comes to writing. My only excuse is Mark. When he’s home I give 100% of my time to him, be it day or night he’s always my focus. Of course, he’s back at work and I’m back at writing and creating. It’s odd really, I don’t even think of anything else when he’s here.

Since he left, I’ve started making book thongs and jewelry. I’m doing that during breaks from working on sheet rock so it was slow yesterday. I only got four thongs made and one necklace. At night after the work is done, I’m also coming in and rolling beads.. Desperate to keep busy and not stop to focus on Mark being gone. He’s my best friend.. The best I’ve ever known and it’s just hard to function without him anymore..

This last week was great. We went to the Choctaw Festival in Tuskahoma, took Kaitlynn to her first circus, worked on his house, and just spent time together. It’s always fun, always comfortable. If the whole world would let us be, it would be even greater. Small towns are hard that way. People see us together and believe we are more than we are. They assume and label us and we end up at a loss for words in the face of those labels and questions. Can’t two people be happy the way they are?

Ah well, ignoring it is best. That’s my new theory so we will see how that works out.